How To Be Dependent And In
Harmony With Christ
Cosmic Mirror Composed of Infinite Space
Porter, Ph. D.
morning everyone! Welcome to the
Third part of “How To Be Dependent And In Harmony With Christ.”
I begin this conference, let us center ourselves.
Sit comfortably in your chairs, relax for a moment and draw unto yourself
the attitude that you are in the presence of God.
Please join me, now, in asking for our Lord’s blessings.
Father, who art in heaven, as we begin this conference we ask that you grant us
the safety of your presence. This
conference is presented here in order that its content can serve as a testimony
for the images we perceive. As the
speaker, I give thanks for the privilege of working, one more day, in the
fulfillment of thy degree.
join me, now, in the Lord’s Prayer. Our
Father, who art in heaven…
you very much, and welcome once again.
lecture is from some of my research work in the area of Health and Human
in this lecture, is a personal testimony that has been one of the most inspiring
experiences of my life. In my humble
opinion, it is first rate, unique and another example for being in harmony with
Christ. This conference will help
you answer the question: “How can we live in this physical world and be in
harmony with Christ?”
scientists tell us that “energy comes from motion, and that motion comes from
energy.” In accordance with their
researches, we are told that everything is energy, energy is everything and it
composes the entire universe. They
are, in essence, telling us that within the infinite space of the universe a
beautiful dance of energy in motion is surrounding us.
Likewise, they are telling us, by implication that we are also composed
of a tremendous amount of space in which a beautiful dance of energy in motion
is within and around us.
I ask people what they think they are made of, the most common response is that
when they look in a mirror they conclude that their body is: (a) mainly a fatty
muscular structure because they were overweight for their age and height, (b)
mainly a skeletal bone structure because they were underweight for their age and
height, or (c) well proportioned for their age and height.
No one ever responds that s/he is “A
Cosmic Mirror Composed of Infinite Space.
Further, regardless of what each saw in their mirror, or how they
perceived themselves in the mirror, in each case they conclude that there might
not be any significant space within their bodies.
along this trend of thought, what would you say if I were to tell you that: your
body is composed of a huge amount of space?
venture to say that you would: (a) be shocked in disbelief, (b) begin to quote
what you have learned in the science of Biology and/or Physics, (c) start to
question my intelligence or mental faculties, or (d) all the above.
energy is expressed in waveform in some level, then where does that waveform
… to explore the questions “Where is it?” let me relate to you a story of
a personal experience. This
experience took place many years ago when I was a School Nurse.
The story explains how
my inner Master communicated, to me, how direct knowing works.
day, when I arrived at work, I noticed that the day was beginning to feel warm.
The sun was beginning to radiate from above and the fresh air felt warm
upon my skin. A fresh aroma
permeated my surroundings, and a silent trace of spring was among the trees.
As I began to walk towards my office, I wondered if people who worked
outdoors also noticed these qualities of the day.
begin the day, I looked in my office agenda at the schedule for that day.
This was my way of planning and prioritizing all the required or mandated
projects I wanted to accomplish. It
also allowed me to notice any request or unresolved problem a specific teacher
was having. In this manner, the
mandated projects for the school would not be overlooked and I was efficiently
managing my time as well.
I looked at the schedule, I noticed that most of my school nursing tasks for
that day was indoors. Within the
scheduled tasks, there were several classroom inspections and two committee
my office, there was a line of students and parents waiting for me.
Some of the students were waiting for re-admittance approval due to
illness, and their teachers, for specific problems, had sent others to my office.
Some parents where waiting to present evidence of their child’s
noncompliance with the state’s required immunizations, while others where
waiting to bring their immunization records up to date.
The parents who needed to update their child's immunization records were
given the forms to do so, while the other parents were signing non-compliance
slips. Meanwhile, the students who
needed re-admittance approval, or were sent by a teacher, were being checked so
they could return to their respective classrooms.
everyone was served, I prepared my schedule for the day.
It began with several classroom inspections, and ended with two committee
meetings. In my office, as I
prepared myself for the classroom inspections I continued to visualize and give
thanks to God for that beautiful day.
things considered, the day had been full and eventful.
I was able to accomplish all I had scheduled for that day.
Although I remained very busy working throughout the day, the time
appeared to pass quickly. Yet, it
felt as if the day was longer than eight hours since I had accomplished more
than what was in my office agenda. When
I left my office at 3:30 PM, that day, I felt I had put in a good and meaningful
my way home I began to notice the day once again.
The sun had retired into the horizon and the distance was beginning to
interfere with its warmth. During
this change, it felt as if the sun was out of sight.
The sky was full of thick, electric white clouds that appeared to be
prophesizing the early signs of a heavy and fruitful rainy day.
This was my clue to drive straight home and leave the grocery shopping
for another day.
arrived home, the daily activity of cooking made me forget the tremendous amount
of work I had completed. After
changing my clothes and reading the mail, I helped my son with his math homework,
as the other children worked on school projects.
Then while everyone was busy completing their school assignments I
started the preparations for dinner.
night was crisp and cold throughout the house.
The warmest room was the kitchen. After
dinner while washing the dishes, I had the idea that the kitchen would be a
perfect place to read a book. At
that time I remembered that while the children where watching television the
kitchen was quiet and would be the best place to read.
I hurried with the dishes and started to read a book while the room was
still warm. The book I chose failed
to interest me and after three chapters I decided to stop, take a bath, and
meditate. I was attempting to
receive a message from my inner Master. That
night when I finished my bath, it was 7:00 in the evening.
In the place where I normally meditated was very cold.
The bedroom was the only place in which I felt I was less likely to be
disturbed by noise. It was the
farthest room upstairs away from the flow of traffic and main corridors.
Hence, I decided to use the bedroom as my meditation chamber for that
Within a few minutes, I felt deep into a
meditative state. Although I was
conscious of my physical body, I knew that there was a strong vibration within
and around me. I also knew that the
bedroom was warm, but in my meditative state, it felt as if I was directly under
a great, big central sun. I felt the
tremendous rise in temperature and was aware that my physical body had begun to
perspire profusely. In this state of
diaphoresis, my clothing was sopping wet and I felt the material as it stuck to
parts of my body. When I
concentrated on the perspiration, I began to feel cool and my body temperature
appeared to stabilize, bringing me to a state of awareness in which my body left
the mind began to separate from the body, I felt a tremendous force surrounding
me, similar to a magnetic pull.
Then the mind force appeared to be pulling the physical body and I felt a
sense of traveling. During the time
I was traveling, with only my physical
body parts and my mind, I appeared to be in a deep meditative state.
Throughout this time, I
knew that I was sitting in my bedroom, but was unable to feel the exact location
where my physical body and my sitting space came together or met.
traveled in this manner for what appeared to be a long time.
Then everything came to a halt and I
abruptly felt that the physical body and the mind were one.
In this state of
consciousness I was taken to the awareness that I had arrived and that the
invisible, vibratory, formless energy was still within and around me.
In that meditation is the
beginning of an interesting relationship between my inner Master and myself.
arriving, the first thing I saw was the farthest and most narrow point of a river.
The river stream was flowing outwards and curbing its water towards me.
I could sense that each
water drop was peaceful and harmoniously blending within the
river stream. The water
appeared to be cool, and yet as it touched my body, it felt warm
and velvety smooth. Then I
noticed that I was sensing the qualities of the water through
all my human faculties, yet I was one with the river stream.
During that realization, I became
consciously aware that, as I continued to feel with all my human faculties, the
experience was becoming more real and more vivid.
that precise moment, a sound was audible in my head.
It said, "You are a gifted healer,
you are one with the authority within you."
The words were in the form of a
thought, which appeared out of nowhere and was heard inside my head.
In the early phase of
this process, the words were the only source of sound I heard.
These words were softly spoken, as if someone was gently and lovingly
whispering inside my head. I noticed
that the words came in a stream
as I began to feel one with the water.
I heard the sound, I thought it was coming from me, and I asked, "Alexandra,
did you say that?" Then as I
became consciously one with the experience I heard another stream of words.
This time the phrase appeared to be answering the question I had asked
myself. The stream of words said,
"As the river stream flows, so does my consciousness.” In that meditative
state, my mind heard and understood the meaning of the phrase.
This time the words left me speechless, something within me, intuitively,
understood the phrase and there was nothing else to say or ask.
the realization of those words, I began to notice that the water in the river stream
felt as if it was also outside of me. Then,
upon closer observation I realized that
I was actually seeing a water pond. Within
the water pond, I saw a very well decorated
earthly green center similar to the type one would see in an aviary
garden. The water
pond was peaceful and there were different ducks wading in the water.
While the ducks appeared
to be enjoying each peaceful movement, their movement gave the illusion that
they were gliding upon the water. As
the water moved in a circular manner, it created
the illusion of silver rings encircling the earthly green decorative
I realized that the movement of the ducks created a current and that the current
in turned moved the ducks I was able to perceive my inner Master’s life force
working harmoniously between two diverse expressions of life.
I also understood how my inner Master was living within and around me as
a covered water pond, whose stream of consciousness I heard inside my head.
is the story of the day I saw a covered pond in the thoughts inside my head.
In the account of this story is a message that was given to me by my
inner Master. It appears that my
inner Master had been communicating with me for many years.
As I recall, besides visions, my inner Master also spoke to me in many
forms. However, this was the first
time my inner Master spoke to me via direct knowing.
This is a very interesting method of communication that has been the way
for me to receive messages from my inner Master.
along the lines of disbelief, if everything is energy and energy is everything,
then, the answers to my questions can only be found in the related sciences.
Who, among this audience, could tell me, “How many atoms are there in
this pear I am holding in my hand?”
Some of you have responded and the rest are looking at me in awe,
somewhat puzzled. Your reaction is
because in order for you to explain that to me you must freely comprehend it.
To grasp this concept, this standard-size pear must be enlarged to the
size of our planet Earth.
you are all responding with a look of amazement; yes, that is a huge pear,
enlarging the pear to the suggested size, you can then point to it and say,
“These are the atoms in that pear.” This
case scenario depicts the dimensions of the atoms as the size of olives.
Now, don’t split hairs and ask, “What kind of olives these are;
little Spanish olives or big Greek olives?”
The size of the olives doesn’t really matter.
For this mental exercise of a visual illustration they are just olives.
that you have the size of each atom, why don’t we find the nucleus of that
atom? Could anyone, among this
audience, do that?
answer is “No!” because the atoms you found are too small for you to find
the nucleus. This time, you would
have to enlarge each olive to the size of an average professional Opera Theater.
Once more, we must agree that that’s a gigantic olive.
In an atom, that size, you could probably find the nucleus.
In an atom that big, the nucleus would be found somewhere, in that Opera
Theater and I would venture to guess that it would be the size of a small dry
along these lines, the electrons that are moving about that nucleus would be the
size of grains of sand and found somewhere within that Opera Theater.
us go over this image in our minds eye. Think
of the image of a small dry garbanzo bean, along with the grains of sand, in
that entire Opera Theater.
see, by a show of hands, who has captured that image?
else do you perceive in that Opera Theater?
Exactly! There is a lot of
You are beginning to take hold of the concept of space.
Now, please remember that is just ONE atom.
We are made up of billions of such universes.
mental exercise of this visual analogy is an example of an acceptable Newtonian
model. Most of us were given
analogies of this type, in illustrative charts and diagrams, in our biology
classes. The illustrations and
charts in our textbooks said, “Here is the atom,” “This is what the
nucleus looks like” and “These are the electrons moving about the nucleus.”
That was an entirely Newtonian mechanistic model.
However, people, it does not exist like that at all.
Those charts and diagrams were put in place to help us grasp the concept
of the very complex origins of our life.
teachers could not show us that the atom, its nucleus and electrons only existed
in waveform, not in particle form. These
only exist in particle form when they are observed.
When we look for them and we capture them, we are moving back to Albert
Einstein’s concept of relativity. This
means that we can know the location of something.
It also means that we can know the velocity of something.
Most importantly, it means that we cannot know the velocity and location
of something simultaneously.
essence, the point I am driving here is that these things are moving in the
field of quanta. We look for it and
when we see it, we say, “Oh yes, there it is!”
Then, we turn our focus away from it and it goes into its field of quanta
- back into a waveform. If we happen
to look for it and we observe it again, in that specific instant of time and
space, it will be there again. Our
scientists tell us that the interval from where it was to where it is, is
considered a quantum leap. They also
tell us that we have no way of knowing how it got from where it was to where it
appears to be. If we accept a
Newtonian model, we might assume, that it traveled one pattern of potential.
To get to that particular space it followed one line from point A to
point B. But, in theory, what we
really know is that if it existed in waveform from one position to another that
it actually followed a very possible path from that place to the other in only
an instant in that quantum leap.
conclude this conference I ask all of you one final question, and that is,
“Can we all, at least, agree that all of this space is filled with something?”
you for listening and thank you for being an image of the picture I hold of you
in my consciousness.
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